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This is a list of all the fan fictions which are currently swirling around inside my head. Read for info on their content and possible release.
If you want to check out those which are already up, go to my fan fiction account.

Fanfictions in process

These are fanfictions that either have already been partly published and are waiting to be done, or fanfictions which haven't been published but for which I've already written content.

"The Fire in Her Soul" - a Final Fantasy VIII Fic

- The loner cadet Squall does neither need nor want anyone's friendship. But one day, the cheerful Rinoa is transferred to Balamb Garden, and can't help but feel drawn to the mysterious, cold man. Will the fire in her soul be able to melt the walls around his heart? And what lies beyond the sadness in her eyes? -

Hadn't I just taken a breather, thinking that the mass of fics I want to write seems to slowly decrease? Well, thanks to RadiantKeybladeFantasy's lovely story "Into the Fire", I got inspiration for FFVIII. That, and I started playing the game itself again.
The storyline has been worked out now, I got myself a lovely beta - thus, this story is going to start! I hope you guys will like it - I definitely enjoy writing it so far.

"The Stamping Ground" - a Final Fantasy IX Fic

- "So you don't mind living here, in these confined walls of stone and dirt?" The man stared at Garnet intently. "It was once our world. We should reclaim it." There was silence, in which she thought about the teachings of Aegis; that the surface was dangerous, that treading it was a sin. And still, she felt longing for that place. -

Finally, I have finished 99% of the storyline and I just started writing content for it! I lack a bit of motivation because I spent weeks working out the storyline, but it will come back to me soon - at least I hope so.
Be excited for a new world, a new plot, character twists here and there and of course some ZiDagger feels!

Fanfictions pending to be started

These are ideas for fanfictions I have at the back of my head. Most of these are just quick ideas, and none of them have been started. Also, there is no guarantee that I will start them at all. Just a little info on what's going on inside my brain.
Oh, every title and summary here is purely temporary - I usually decide these pretty randomly anyway.

"Forever by Your Side - Extended" a Noragami Fic

- After a fulfilled life, Hiyori dies and leaves Yato behind in a world of sadness. The god tries to push himself forward, but it's only when he hears the rumors about a pink-eyed spirit that he finds the strength to try and live again. But can that spirit truly be Hiyori? -

One nice reviewer of Forever by Your Side had asked if I could continue this story. At first, I thought "No way, that's clearly a one-shot, there's no way it could be turned into a full..." And then, I started to think and of course I came up with an idea. Not too certain yet whether I'll actually write it, but it's a possibility.

"Truly Free" - a Sword Art Online Fic

- Everyone sees Kirito as the great hero who cleared SAO and saved thousands of players and over time, he started viewing himself as the hero as well; but what if he meets someone who has not wished for SAO to be cleared? And what if that someone now demands his help? -

This is a storyline, revolving around an OC, set after the events of the Anime (only the Aincrad - Arc; AU, pretending Asuna woke up immediately).
I only imagined the beginning though, so it will be a long time until it'll come to live - but it definitely will, for I just love the idea too much.

"What if I loved you?" - a Avatar:The Last Airbender Fic

A series of (so far) two one-shots with pairings from ATLA you might or might not expect. Living out my inner fangirl and not having to worry about too much. Sounds fun, eh?

Requested Fanfictions

Here, I will quickly gather the fanfictions that are currently requested. As with pending fanfictions, all titles are temporary.


Priority List

This is my current list of priorities concerning my fanfictions. I will most likely write my fictions one after another as listed here - though fits of inspiration may occur from time to time. Also, this is only assuming I will publish everything listed above. However, I might very well dump an idea before publishing content, so don't take this list as a promise to actually writing on a certain story.

  1. The Fire in Her Soul
  2. The Stamping Ground
  3. Truly Free
  4. Forever by Your Side - Extended
  5. What if I loved you?
This is a list of content that I know and might write about for my fanfiction account. I put it up here so the list doesn't spam my profile, and also for people to being able to make requests.

NOTE: Anime really means strictly Anime! Unless it's listed under 'Manga' as well, I do not know the corresponding Manga!

Also, this is not a complete list! I only mention content here that I would also feel comfortable writing about out of my own accord!
If a series is not listed here and you still want to request for it, I will very likely decline, even if I happen to know that series. And even if you request for a series listed here, I might decline your request because I may change my mind about my feeling of confidence concerning that particular show/game.


  • Toradora
  • K-On!, K-On!!, Eiga K-On!
  • Sakurasou No Pet na Kanojo
  • Soul Eater
  • Inuyasha, Inuyasha: The Final Act, Affections Touching Across Time, The Castle Beyond the Looking Glass, Swords of an Honorable Ruler, Fire on the Mystic Islands
  • Kaichou wa Maid-sama
  • Full Moon wo Sagashite
  • Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne
  • Vampire Knight, Vampire Knight Guilty
  • Shingeki no Kyojin
  • Clannad, Clannad After Story
  • Angel Beats
  • Toaru Majutsu no Index, Toaru Majutsu no Index II
  • Diabolik Lovers
  • Toaru Kagaku no Railgun, Toaru Kagaku no Railgun S
  • Noragami
  • Mondaiji-tachi ga Isekai kara kuru sou desu yo?
  • Kyoukai no Kanata
  • Sword Art Online
  • Mayo Chiki!


  • Full Moon wo Sagashite
  • Kamikaze Kaitou Jeanne


  • Final Fantasy - Advent Children, VIII, IX, X, X-2, XII, XIII, XIII-2, Revenant Wings, Crystal Chronicles
  • Tales of Symphonia


  • Supernatural (Season I to VIII)
  • Scrubs
1. Put your music library on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.
4. When you're done, tag 10 people (I won't because... I don't know that many? o.O)

1) If someone says "Is this okay?" you say:
- Manos Al Aire (Nelly Furtado)

2) How would you best describe your personality?
- Run the Show (Kat DeLuna)

3) What do you like in a guy/girl/dragon?
- Der Ewige Kreis (A Capella by DeservingDeath) (for the English people out there: Circle of Life)

4) How do you feel today? 
- PlayStation 3 Trophy Sound Effect (I guess that means accomplished? Seriously, though, I should sort out some stuff..)

5) What is your life's purpose?
- Bran Balu, the Soulles Village (FFIX OST)

6) What's your motto? 
- Hymn of the Faith, Yunalesca Version (FFX OST)

7) What do you think of your parents?
- Tomb Raider V Main Theme (Why do I even have this? I hate this theme .__.)

8) What do you think about often?
- Scream (Zac Efron) (My life is actually not that bad xD)

9) What is 2+2?
- Fully Alive (Flyleaf)

10) What do you think of your best friend?
- Amber Sky (Samantha James)

11) What do you think about the person you like?
- Faraway (Nickelback) (Hey, this somehow fits! He's not that far, but a bit)

12) What is your life's story?
- As Long as You Love Me (Alex G Cover)

13) What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Atoms (Runrig) (I guess this means I accomplished it? I mean, I'm already made of atoms, so...)

14) What do you think when you see the person you like?
- Dango Daikazoku (Clannad OST) (Perfect Fit!)

15) What do your parents think of you?
- Fluffy Time (K-ON!) (Most certainly not xD)

16) What will you dance to at your wedding?
- Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo Ending (No kidding, I would actually love to dance to that, such a fun jive! I even imagined dancing to this at my wedding xD)

17) What will they play at your funeral?
- I Want It All (High School Musical III OST)

18) What is your hobby/interest?
- Ice Man (Pride OST)

19) What is your biggest secret?
- Hello (Evanescence)

20) What do you think of your friends?
- The Dance with the Balamb Fish (FFVIII OST)

21) What will you post this as?
- Poor Unfortunate Souls (Jonas Brothers)

Okay, so most of them don't make sense. But some actually do o.O I love stuff like this. I need a life xD
  • Listening to: Shuffle
  • Reading: Terry Pratchett's "Witches Abroad"
  • Playing: ToS and Skyrim
  • Eating: Oatmeal
  • Drinking: Plain water
Tagged by :icondeadfantasyfreak:


1. - You must posts these rules.
2. - Each person has to share 10 things about them
3. - Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer.
4. - Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal 
5. - Go to their page to inform them they are tagged
6. - Not something like " you are tagged if you read that"
7. - You have to legitimately tag 10 people
8. - No tag-backs
9. - You can't say that you don't do tags.
10. - YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY. NO COMMENTS. Unless you're commenting about the actual entry. 

~ 10 things about me:
1. In my head, I usually talk to myself in English, though German is my mother tongue.

2. My musical taste is... Odd to say the least. It ranges from "Fuwa Fuwa Time" by Hokago Tea Time, over instrumentals to songs like "There and Back Again" by Daughtry. Really depends on my mood.

3. I rather fall for an Anime character than real persons.

4. I'm about to studying Japanese starting this year in university.

5. I'm a perfectionist in things that interest me. Currently, I have to beat ToS for the PS3 with 100% to get the platin trophy. And despite that requiring at least four playthroughs, I'm still gonna do it.

6. I end every day with an imagination on how my life might be if I ended up in an Anime.

7. I hate horror movies, but I love watching my boyfriend play horror games such as Amnesia or Dead Space.

8. On the topic of my boyfriend: I can't properly play Skyrim without him around. He doesn't need to say anything, he can even be asleep for what I care, but if he's not at my place, I can't concentrate on Skyrim and won't enjoy it. And I have no clue why. :D

9. Currently, I'm torn between who's the sexiest Anime character. The contestants are: Accelerator (Toaru Majutsu no Index), Sakamaki Ayato (Diabolik Lovers) and Eren Jäger (Shingeki no Kyojin). Yup, that's the stuff I think about.

10. I have the habit of getting up way earlier than I need to. If I have to drive to work at 10, I will get up at least at 8:30 - at least! I need the time to sit in front of the computer (like now xD) and doing random stuff before I have to go to work, school or even a meet-up with friends. Otherwise, my day feels somewhat wasted.

Questions to me:
1. What do you like to do in your spare time?
A lot of things; my favorite past time is writing for my fan fiction account, but I also love to play video games (Final Fantasy, Skyrim, Tales of Symphonia), reading fantasy books and watching Animes. Yui Hirasawa (Castanets Dance) [V1] 

2. What is your most embarrassing moment?
How should I chose between the many of them?
When I was in 6th to 8th grade, I had a huge crush on one of my classmates. On that day, we had to bring a shoe carton full with random stuff for art classes - along with a bunch of toothpicks. We had a different classroom than usual and my crush was sitting right behind me. I was so nervous that at the end of the class, I jumped up from my seat to quickly go away and knocked over his carton, splattering his toothpicks and other stuff all over. To make things even worse, I first ran away, then came back after the glares of my classmates, only for my crush to send me away as pissed off as a human being can be.
So ashamed of this to this day :D Yui Hirasawa (Don't glare at me) [V1] 

3. What is your life's ambition?
I don't know whether I have a real ambition - there's a lot of stuff I want to do. But besides this "normal" ambition of getting married and having children, I want to become an author and publish my own book(s) one day. I should seriously start working on that storyline though.. But there are just too many fan fictions pending in my head. So I guess I'd settle for "publishing lots of fan fictions and gaining many subscribers on there."
Oh, I also really want to learn Japanese, but I'm already working on that Tamako Kitashirakawa (Wink) [V1] 

4. What is your favorite food?
Lots (I love to eat) but I'd say my favorite is sushi. Makizushi Avatar. 

5. Who is your favorite video game character? Why?

A few months ago, I probably would have said "I'm torn between Squall Leonhart, Zidane Tribal, Dagger and Rinoa."
BUT since my favorite Anime character is also part of a game for the PSP, I can say without a doubt:

A Certain Magical Index Accelerator by Onikage108

Why? Well, despite being a confident, independant woman, I have this complete faible for the evil assholes in games and series.
And oh my, Accelerator is probably the greatest ass in existence - brutally ferocious, strongest human in the world, cold demeanor. And he's still some sort of a nice guy, deep down.
So yup, definitely my favorite *fangirls in a corner*

6. How many siblings do you have?
Two younger sisters at the age of (almost) 10 and 4. They're so adorable at times, I might eat them up. Kirino Kousaka (Huggy) [V1] 

7. Do you have any keepsakes from your childhood?
Not really from my early childhood, because in a fit of "I'm so mature" I threw almost everything out when I was 14. But I do have quite a lot of stuffed animals (they keep accumulating, even now), and a whole box with stuff from earlier, including a tiny orange toy turtle and magazines of a series called "Princess" (Disney Princesses) which I used to read like crazy. La la la 

8. Is there anyone you'd like to meet before you die? Who?
I'd love to meet Accelerator's voice actor Nobuhiko Okamoto, the actor Jensen Ackles, the violonist Lindsey Stirling, the YouTuber Bubzbeauty (aka Lindy Ng) and a lot of the people I met on the Internet via YouTube or fan I would probably drool any of those to death though if I really met them.  Chili Anime Emoji (Kyaa) [V2]   

9. If you could travel back to any point in time, where would it be?

I don't know really. The past doesn't interest me that much - mostly because female rights were so low that I'd be killed in a matter of minutes if I go too far back.
But for the sake of this question, I'd say... Old Egypt? (Assuming I could also chose the place). Loved to see the Sphynx still intact and the whole civilization. Emote for Michael Michael 

10. What is one place in the world you would like to visit?
Japan! No second thought about that - culture, language, food, nature. Wasabimote riding sushi 

My Questions to you:

1. Do you have a tick? If so, which type of tick?
2. What do you love about yourself the most?
3. Which season do you prefer and why?
4. Name one advice you preach but never practice yourself.
5. Your favorite type of music?
6. Why have you joined deviantART?
7. How many languages can you speak besides your mother tongue? If you can't, which ones would you like to learn?
8. The weekend's ahead - would you decide to go out with friends or rather prefer staying at home?
9. How many fingers do you use when typing on the keyboard?
10. Do you believe in afterlife?

:iconkokopa: :iconehire-chan: :iconfadedxlight: :iconsacredwiingz: :iconursisina: :iconxangeloftears: :iconjindujun93: :iconpandahninjah: :iconaskangryerenjaeger: :iconmarymerry:
Pretty sure I don't know enough people to tag, so I just selected a random mix of my watchers and people I watch.
Now, I really need to run to get to work on time :D Thanks for tagging, it was fun :)
  • Listening to: Kasukabe You's Character Song
  • Reading: Terry Pratchett's "Witches Abroad"
  • Playing: ToS and Skyrim
  • Eating: Rusk with milk
  • Drinking: Plain water
It's been forever! Did you guys miss me? Lol, probably not xD Llama Emoji-04 (Pretty) [V1]

But anyways, I made a wenoo account just recently and, since it's bg is similar to the old one from YouTube, I felt like making BGs for it - so yes, you can actually expect some BGs in the near future! So far, an Eren Jaeger BG is already up Eren Yeager (Smile) [V2] Bunny Emoji-10 (Loved) [V1]  He's so cool and smexy and awesome! If he was real, I'd totally... You know?

So yeah, After I went through the trouble of making an own template for wenoo (since there weren't any to find o.O) I will hopefully find the time to create some more BGs - preferably SnK, K-On, Toradora and the like. It's anime addict season, like all around the year for me!
That's it for now, folks. Enjoy my BGs to come!
  • Listening to: Guren no Yumiya
  • Reading: The Name of the Wind
  • Watching: Shingeki no Kyojin
  • Playing: Skyrim
  • Eating: Hazelnuts
  • Drinking: Plain water
Hey guys!

I know I haven't been uploading stuff in... a while. Sorry 'bout that ;D
BUT! After watching VK for the 1000000th (lol, jk xD) time, I couldn't resist to make bgs. I already have one up and there will be LOTS of. Really LOTS of VK bg's. I will make them free to use, but please credit me if you use them since I do put some heart into them.
Okay, I doubt anyone would use them anyways, but maybe there's someone who desperately needs a VK bg (like I did, which got me into making one xD), so feel free to use it, then ;)
Oh, and don't be surprised if I upload lots of similiar bg's - I want to try out which style suits me best atm.
Alright, that's it for now.
Love, Ruska
[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x]You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
Total: 5

[x] You dress how you want to.
[  ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[  ] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
Total: 11

[x] You have over 50 friends on Facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a Facebook.
[x] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal.
[x] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You play a sport
[x] You do something after school.
Total: 18

[  ] You own a car.
[  ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[x] You are happy with your appearance.
[  ] You aren't self-conscious at all
[  ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
Total: 20

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[x] You don't have any enemies.
[x] You are a generally nice person.
Total: 29

Count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then post it on your journal, naming it "My life is ___% Happy"


Okay, so I don't know why exactly I'm posing this. Anyhow, see how happy I am, be jealous :D Nah, kidding. I'm quite happy about the result (<-- see, happiness everywhere! o_O) hihi :)